mann this got me wondering why i even came home. why did i make such an effort to come home when you dont even care. why am i even home. i could be back at school, instead of wasting 7 hours of my life driving home to just chill in my room. something i could have done in irvine. i am no longer excited about this. i dont even want to go anymore. if anything i just wanna stay home and sleep till monday when i go back to irvine. this shows how much people you thought were your friends really dont give a shit about you. so fuck this shit.