death...

i hate that you are going through this. i want to be ehre for you. but i dont know how too :( death is really hard. i had a hard time with it and i know you are too. just know that im always a phone call a text away from you and seriously ill be by yourside if you need me to be. im sorry you are going through this and im sorry i never know what the right words to say are. but time heals all wounds. and know that there are so many people other there that you can fall back on. and i am definitly one of them. many people are in hte same position as you and i know they are all grieving as well. i know you can do this. you are strong. but really cry if you have to. you dont have to tell anyone. let yourself feel the emotions. know that i am and always will be here for you.