conflicted

and my mind is still on youu. you just don't understand how hard this is for me. you dont even care. you want me to get over you. just like you are over me. but i guess i can't. i dont know why. i want to. you don't know how badly i want to. youve hurt me. i cant trust you. we dont talk and when we do you don't make an effort. i deserve better but you are still whats on my mind and i can't move on as hard as i try. never have i felt like this before.