UCII!!

So, im leaving for school in about three weeks. Less than three weeks. I'm actually kinda scared. but at the same time im kinda excited. Its a new place and ill meet new ppl and ill be able to further my education and study things i like to study. I get to live on my own without my parents telling me waht to do all the time and actually be in socal. i have no idea what my future lies for me. i dont know what to do. should i listen to what my heart wants or what my mind is telling me. am i actually going to move to socal for good now? i honestly don't know what i am going to do. I have built a really goood group of connections and friendships in the bay area. Although i love socal's enviornment more, my friends mean a lot more to me up here. but my family is in Socal so i have no idea what i am going to do...