decisions

So this past few weeks have been all about decisions that i need to make for my future. It's going to be really hard to pick up and just leave what i am comfortable with. But im trying to be come to terms with it. I want to be happy where ever i go. Honestly these past few weeks I have been upset with my life. I should love what i already have. but as i try to do that all i can think about is what i am going to lose when i leave and make these big changes in my life. I've been waiting for this time for about two years or more now but i don't know how im going to do decide what to do. I know in the end the ultimate decision is mine no matter what everyone else says. So hopefully i choose this decision wisely.