i didn't want it to all come down to this.

I tried. i kept trying. but i failed. you called me heartless. if i was heartless why would i keep trying? why would i even care? why would i stick up for you when you have done me wrong. why would i apologize. im sorry other ppl talk shit and other people hate. but i don't. i may have lied before but this time its all from the heart. i really am sorry. and i just wished none of this ever happened. i didn't want drama. i didn't want to get involved. i should have stuck with the gut feeling since the beginning. i took the risk and now im living with my consequences. i knew this was the consequence i just didn't know it would hurt this much. when i stop getting mad is when i stop caring. i always cared even if you don't believe that. you saw me at my worse and you never saw me at my best again because you never wanted to see it again. but im gonna survive with out you. im gonna fine someone who's gonna keep fighting for me. thanks for teaching me so much about myself. thanks for giving me the opportunity to grow up. you have changed me. and i think its for the better. so im sorry and if you don't accept my apology then theres nothing i can do about it. but i tried and thats all i can do now.