west retreat

so i just got back from the West retreat. it was a really good experience. I had a lot of bonding time with the other leaders and got to know some even better. and at the same time i had some reflection for myself. and i realized soo much. lately i have been reflecting about my personality and why i act the way i do. I don't know what i want in life. and that scares me so much. but at the same time i am the only one that can help be figure it out. and i need to do that on my own. taking these trips doing my own thing doing what i like to do, thats what's gonna help me figure out what i want, my experiences. there is a lot more to my life than just finding a guy. its also about finding who i am and figuring out what i want to do in my life. so im going to do this on my own and ill be fine.