college

i think im freaking out a little bit... i dont know how to do this whole college thing. i haven't been doing too well in school. and im really scared. i want to graduate on time and do well at the same time. but its just so hard. i dont know what to do. im soo scared to fail. i hate being disappointed in myself. so when i study really hard and i do poorly im just so upset and i hate that i rather do poorly and not do well at least i wont think its cuz im dumb. if that made sense. i dont know. it just sortaa sucks! :(